Saudade

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Saudade was once described as "the love that remains" after someone is gone. Saudade is the recollection of feelings, experiences, places, or events that once brought excitement, pleasure, well-being, which now triggers the senses and makes one live again. It can be described as an emptiness, like someone or something that should be there in a particular moment is missing, and the individual feels this absence. It brings sad and happy feelings together: sadness for missing and happiness for experiencing the past.
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I had moodswing, today is the last day being 22 for me. I can't control everything on my mind. I think a lot. Love life, work things, family, mostly: What you've done for this 22 fucking years? Honestly, a lot. But my mind keep telling me I'm doing nothing. Fuck, I'm 23 tomorrow.

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